Darcy VaillancourtDarcy Vaillancourt's Forum Darcy Vaillancourtit's not what I want to do..and I hate to say it is easier...but it is. I know, that if things could happen between us, it would be the most amazing thing to ever happen to me ever. but to get to that point..i don't know i just don't know I want you to tell me it's okay that you... Darcy Vaillancourti think i convinced myself that I am straight. so you might imagine how i feel now. so I think about wcok all of the time....and I haven't seen you in 5 years....soooo......what am i going to do next...? Darcy VaillancourtI am not sure what I am supposed to do now. I don't know why I believe people like Madhu and James, but from what they said, it's not a good idea to try to see you. And I don't know if I was supposed to take the cops seriously, but I did and it has ruined me. It's just... Darcy Vaillancourti'm going to take my time figuring out my next dwelling area...but providence sounds fun for a change. Darcy Vaillancourtraging hard huh???!!!! Darcy Vaillancourti thought it was in my car so i looked the other day and couldn't find it!
Darcy Vaillancourtdamn i totally lost that picture i stole of you at gis day. that sucks it was the closest thing to real i've seen in years. Darcy Vaillancourti like being alive i just can't deal with reality so well it's not so good. Darcy Vaillancourtand the worst part about the whole day is that dominion people probably thought i came out of my office only to watch someone walk down the hall but it was a weird coincidence because i was checking for someonething else...it may have looked like i was trying to check someone out pathetically but i... Darcy Vaillancourti am done being myself at work. i am done with the talking in genereal. i almost walked out today. maybe it's not meant to be i can't tell if it's me Darcy Vaillancourtnot profount or serious!!!! hahaha yeah you're absolutly correct Darcy Vaillancourti don't want to spend another cold winter alone. i'm sick of it....i'm lonely!!! Darcy VaillancourtI am so scared to be rejected by you , i'm afraid if i try to talk to you that will be it...the real end. I don't want a real end to happen!! so could that be why I can't get up the courage.....it's sad ....it's sad that you won't prompt me...that you can't just tell me you want to see... Darcy Vaillancourti have no idea what you look like anymore and ....i bet the years have treated you well Darcy Vaillancourti was thinking maybe i could go to that geography speech that guy Harm is doing tomorrow night......but i'm sure you won't be there so whatever maybe i won't go. Darcy Vaillancourti don't even know how you could ever expect me to go to you, to see you. i'm sure you understand the kind of hell i've been living ever since that sht went down . and everytime i would gain some hope, become a little less depressed, you'd shoot me down again. do you know... Darcy Vaillancourtmaybe i am happy at work...but the second i get alone...i just want to cry i think i am seriously depressed because all i want to do is see you but i am not convinced you want that and you obviously don't care at all or else you would make it convincing Darcy Vaillancourtsome days are tougher than others....but recently i miss you so much....i am so depressed i just go straight home after work and put music on and lay around. i don't want to do anything.....i cooked a lot when i wasn't working...but now i just get home and i don't want to move. i just want to lay... Darcy Vaillancourti miss you like you have no idea Darcy VaillancourtYou sometimes use capaz in this structure to suggest that you can’t trust or rely on someone: see below Darcy Vaillancourtmaybe i'll be around the college tomorrow because i have to bring an old friend home to whitman... Darcy Vaillancourthow am i supposed to find you if i work far away and work everyday till 6.....how how how how i've been feeling like i really want to see you.....i just feel like crying all of the time...mostly when i'm getting in bed ....it just seeems so impossible for me to ever see you again....it's sad it... |